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learning~

I decided to study Japanese again. It might be very helpful for me in the future and luckily, I found some Japanese friends and they’re helping me with it. :D

I was given a task to write some thing in Japanese using 3 different topics, so here you go:

first is about “Book”

Topic: 本 (Book)

私は本を読むことが大好きですだから私はいつもおもしろい小説を読んでいます。

私はミステリ小説がすきです。毎晩読んでいます。

(Watashi wa hon wo yomukoto ga daisukidesu dakara watashi wa itsumo omoshiroi shosetsu wo yonde imasu.Watashi wa mystery shosetsu ga sukidesu. Maiban yonde imasu.)

[I love reading books so I always read interesting novels. I like mystery novels. I read every night.]

Second: T-shirt! :))

ティーシャツ

私 は くろい Ｔシャツ を　着ています。

私 は くろが 好きです だから 私は いつも くろい Ｔシャツ をかいます。

(T-shirt

Watashi wa kuroi t-shirt wo kete imasu.

watashi wa kuroga suki desu dakara watashi wa itsumo kuroi t-shirt wo kaimasu.)

[I’m wearing a balck t-shirt. I like black so I always buy black t-shirt.]

Third: Headset! XD

私はヘッドセットを つかいました。私はヘッドセットでしごとをします。それはくろいヘッドセットです。

(watashi wa heddo setto wo tsukaimashita. watashi wa heddo setto de shigoto wo shimasu. sore wa kuroi heddo setto desu.)

[I bought a head set. I use it for work. It is a black headset.]

and the most recent is about “Friend”

私は友達がいます。彼葉ジェシカです。じゃの序輪かわいいです。デモ、彼女は少し太っています。ジェシカちゃんは漫画がだいすきです。

(watashi wa tomodachi ga imasu. kanojo wa Jessica desu. Kanojo wa kawaii desu. demo, kanojo wa sukoshi futotte imasu. Jessica-chan wa Manga ga daisuki desu.)

[ I have a friend. She’s Jessica. She’s cute but a little fat. Jessica likes Manga very much.]

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wew~ It’s a really nice accomplishment for me lately. :D

so touched. :’)

I had a terrible day yesterday, honestly. Yung tipong gusto mong umiyak kasi feeling mo nakalimutan nya yung special day nyo. Na parang balewala lang sa kanya? I even posted something last night, so sobrang bigat ng loob ko.

Ayoko sanang sabihin sa kanya yun kasi in some ways alam ko naman kung bakit hindi kami nagkita and I know the reason is reasonable. Pero naalala ko nag promise kami na pag may tampo or kinaiinis dapat sabihin sa isa’t isa, so I did.

pag uwi nya tinex nya ako na tatawag sya, sabi ko wag na magpahinga na sya pero tumawag pa din sya! natouch naman ako kasi he really did call kahit hating gabi na.It was 12:40 am nung tumawag sya.. natawa pa ako sa una nyang sinabi pagkasagot ko ng cp ko. “so ano matutulog ka na masama ang loob? ipagpapa bukas mo pa to?” I laughed kasi para akong nasermonan ng asawa ko haha! kaya imbis na mainis, natawa tuloy ako. I remembered someone na nagsabi sakin na pag may tampuhan o misunderstanding hindi dapat pinapatagal. Nakakatuwa lang na ganun din yung perspective nya towards relationship~ :’)

tapos ang kulit kulit at nagtatanong kung galit pa daw ba ako. Sinabi ko naman na hindi ako galit nagtatampo lang~ tapos all of sudden bigla syang kumanta! kakainis naiyak ako bigla :)) ano yung kanta? I wanna grow old with you ni Adam Sandler.  Goooosh! so damn touched sa ginawa nya. Alam niyo yung feeling na yung tampo naging kilig-slash-saya-slash-iyak? haha!

super na overwhelmed ako, tapos un pa yung kinanta nya..nung narinig nya na umiiyak ako napa “HALA?” sya ilang beses na daw ako umiiyak dahil sa kanya.. hahha don’t worry baby, tears of joy yun. :)) then he asked me again kung nagtatampo pa ako, sabi ko hindi na.. tas nagsorry ulit sya, siguro 5 times ulit? haha adik lang. Pero super natuwa talaga ako dun. :)

I love you baby~ :’)  mmmuaa! :*

Part III.

Last week of January to March2012…Again, Sorry for some grammar lapses. Enjoy reading!

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A sudden shift occurred after that day that he told me about what happened. The exchanges of messages became more frequent and the topic? It was not her anymore. We started talking about random things, shared past experiences and even talked about those things you couldn’t actually brought up in a simple conversation. Every conversation became more interesting and I’m feeling more comfortable sharing anything that’s playing in my mind. Every thing became so inevitable.

weeks passed and we often tease each other whenever we’re together.  And every night? we kept joking about what if we accidentally fall for each other and we actually did. He actually confessed that he likes me and me? Isn’t obvious? I’ve been liking him for a long time but just not showing it. I was really happy knowing he likes me but we cannot continue liking each other, for  we both know that many people related to us will be affected. It was the difficult part, hiding your feelings for the sake of other people.

Though, hiding it didn’t take too long. During one of our friends birthday celebration we had a spin the bottle game and we must answer random questions honestly. During that game I was so hurt by his answers coz he really tried to avoid his feelings and I know that was the right thing to do. But I couldn’t really fathom why I was so hurt knowing that he was just doing the right thing. While listening to his answer on one of our friends question, I almost cried so I tried to do something just to refrain myself from crying. I calmed myself while lying on her sister’s bed. By the way we had the game inside their room so yea I was actually lying on his sister’s bed and thought of moving on and stop this crazy feeling towards him.

When the game ended we decided to loosen up. Everyone in the room started to do random things. He went out of the room for a while then I decided to go to his bed and sat beside JC.  She patted my back and said “ayos lang yan…” and smiled at me. Even the birthday boy, *Kai said something that made me feel that they understand the situation.

As soon as I arrived in our house, I went to my room and my mind was still confused. I started to browse my cell phone’s folder and read some random quotes, when I read a quote saying: “Never let yourself get stuck on something you’re not happy with. Likewise, never restrict yourself to something you know would give you your happiness.”  and when I scrolled it down the quote was actually from *Riou. I asked myself if it is worth to take the risk for me to be happy? I know I should better think twice before I actually finalize my decision. I decided to tell *Rin to stop waiting for me coz I know that Its not him whom I like. And now I’m certain of it.

After few days, it became so complicated…my so called friends got mad at us. Well, yea I understand why and I just accepted it. I don’t want to elaborate more in this part. It’s kinda tiring explaining my side and their side. Sorry~ All I know was, those unexpected people that will understand the situation was their, supported and stand with me. Thank you guys. :)

I settled my issues with them and started spending more time with *Riou. ^^

And now a new chapter of my life started with my *Riou and my few but true friends.  Specially *Roxy and *Kean. :)